POEM I WROTE 10/23/2012 7:46pm


I watch as the blood runs from my arm,
Onto this paper it will leave a mark,
On my arm a scar,
So that I will always remember why,
Why I did what I did,
I tried so hard not too,
But its like it called to me,
And it felt so good, it relaxed me,
Now the rain starts to fall,
The sky has filled with dark clouds,
My heart beat starts to slow,
Everything feels so different now,
My eyes fill with tears of blood,
I feel at peace now,
My life is slipping away,
And no one seems to care, or notice,
About me or what I do,
I lay here and cry while everyone sleeps,
I don’t think I can hang on no more,
From the darkness my name is called,
And to it I must go,
It’s getting colder now,
I don’t feel much anymore,

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Why Most of Your Diets Always Fail

This is so true guys! If you are dieting, you have to be passionate about it!


Over the years, there has been millions and millions of people who have tried countless numbers of different diets to try and lose weight. Equally so, there has been millions and millions of people who failed at these diets. If all of these diets are supposed to be designed to make you lose weight, then why do most of them fail to do that? Why is it that no matter what diet you try, it never seems to work? Perhaps the diet itself was no good. Maybe it was too expensive to stick with. It could be that there was no support. Possibly, it just seemed to take too long to lose weight.

The fact is, not one of those reasons is why most diets don’t work. Surprised? Don’t be. In reality, it all boils down to one simple yet complex reason. Yes, there is really only one thing that…

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Diet Plan

My Diet Plan is going great!  I am using an App called MyPlate by LiveStrong and I love the results I’m getting!  I am putting in the time for exerciseImage and have cut out unhealthy foods!  It is amazing the progress I have made.  Swim Suit Season here I come!

Please don’t be mad…

My boyfriend Tre got mad at me last night.  I know it may be silly to make such a big deal about this, but this is my blog for my feelings.  He got mad at me and I’m not sure why.  What did I do to you?  I want to be angry, because I did not get a reason, but all I feel is regret for something I’m not sure what I did.  Pathetic, right?  I just can’t stand him being angry with me.  Everyone leaves, just please not him too.  I love him too much.  He has not conversed with me much sense   I just hope he can find it in his heart to forgive me for whatever I did to him.

She Died For Beauty

This poem is perfect.


They say beauty is skin deep
I thought maybe I could find it with the razor
It could pour out on me and make me lovely
But all I was finding was danger

Maybe it’s even deeper
I’d whisper to myself quietly
If I just try a bit harder
Then I will finally please society

The scars slowly filled the room on my arms
But I was more beautiful each day
As it seeped out, the truth was revealed
This wasn’t the game I was supposed to play

The next level of beauty was death
A brutal overdose of scars and pills
Leaving me unconscious in a pile of tears
As the medicine gave me quite the thrill

A second nature, this is my purpose
Live simply to play the game of death
All for the sake of what we call beauty
You’ll quickly breathe your last breath

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Worry me sick.

I was thinking about my anxiety and well, just anxiety in general to be honest, and I think I may be on to something and would appreciate feed back.  I once saw something about a study that said when our lives get boring, we add drama, whether we realize it or not.  Anxiety causes lots of drama such as panic attacks, pushing people away, and stressing the ones you love out.  Anxiety mainly gets worse when you aren’t as busy or have a lot of time on your hands.  What if anxiety is our brains getting bored and naturally adding spice to our life.  You never know.


How I Cured My Anxiety

LOVED this!



UPDATE: As of July 2013, this article is the #1 search result on Google for “how to cure anxiety.” In this post, you will learn about the key breakthrough I had that freed me from my mental prison. More than anything else, this change in how I viewed the world gave me my life back. It’s helped tens of thousands of readers, and I hope it can help you as well.

If you’re interested in reading my short memoir, which includes my weekly schedule and every technique that helped cure my anxiety, click here.

Now… on with the post!

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For a long time, I thought I was going crazy. I’d convinced myself that something horribly wrong was about to happen. I thought I would be stabbed, shot, or arrested every time I left my apartment. I was sure that there was an impending disaster that would melt the…

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